dreams

2006-10-21T00:21:00.000+08:00

sigh.... its been a long time since i'm starting to blog again. Well today, i went down to rp to support the tp netballers. Actually to be more specific, it was to support joyce, wenna, qing xiu. My teammates who will always be remembered in my life. Smiles. I'm so thankful that we are still able to keep in contact all these while. Never realise how much i really really missed them until i chatted with joyce. Haiz..those past memories just kept flooding my mind. I feel so selfish that i'm still holding onto the past. If i can i would like to relive those moments again. Those cherished times... through the tough trainings to the breaks, outings, and funny crappy moments.

Ok adora..time to get on with the real life. Well, wr is finally over. I shall entrusted everything into God's hands. Just like my piano exam. Now i have to start preparing for i&r plus op. Man i so dislike pw. Why must they include it in the university admission? Now all i have in my head is freaking pw and preparing for chin A level. I want to pass the chinese exam for once and for all. I so don't wish to encounter it again next year. I dread chinese. I'm currently bombarded with lots of chinese worksheets. So boring and tiring. Argh...

2006-07-20T22:38:00.000+08:00

tue

went to watch the pirates of the carribean with joyce,sam, wf. oh man.my besties. love them so much!! was so happy to see them.so happen it was ben and jerry's day so i shared an ice cream with sam. i ordered cookie dough and she took the fudgy brownie.both were nice. yum yum. the movie was awesome.harhar. though we waited like mad for the after credits clip. it turn out to be so lame.heee..

soon after we went to mos to save our hungry stomachs. harhar. i was doing my econs essay while waiting for my burger.but it was useless cause the next day i realise i needed to add in the graphs. such a waste.

oh yea and while we were waiting for food, sam dear showed us the movie clip she made for us with the pics that we took together last time. so sweet. man the more i see them, the more i miss them. i will always love them. *definitely!

gosh by the time we left for home it was 10++. reached home at nearly eleven.so late man.oh crapness. didnt get to do my work. poor time management/ priority. but NO regrets. caused i met up with them.that was enough to make me SMILE!!

wed

we went to yishun safra to climb. unfortunately, it rain. so we went to boulder instead.it was fun man. like a children's playground.harhar. need to brush up on our techniques though.loved this route though.it was like on a roof part. it was so so so fun to do.
i have weak finger strength!harhar. went to north point and ate dinner there.first time in yishun. never been there before.harhar.

reached home late again. really so tired. will be going back to yishun safra next wed again too.so cool.

now im left with eom to do.and so many other stuff.i hate writings and projects.yuck.
i rather do maths and chem. smiless

2006-06-29T20:29:00.000+08:00

haven been blogging for the past few weeks.
common tests were over on tuesday.like finally.but it doesnt really make a difference as i didnt study for all the test.that's why i got a D for econs.so close to C by just 1/2 mark. no one's fault but mine.

finally today i got to meet my merudian friends.siok,tsz and lavi.wahaha.i so missed them like so much.LOVE them babes so much.the class was still as fun loving as ever.at least they still had the birthday bashes and all.so fun.heard what they did with bo xiong and the rest. the next one is chin yong.harhar.wonder what they are going to do with him.i missed out on so much.and the girls left me to wonder in the mall while they were watching superman.how nice man.*grins.

met sam at the mall with her god-mummy.harhar.went to give her a birthday hug.HAPPY BIRTHDAY SAM!! love her so much.called her early this morning to wish her too!harhar. and we chatted for a while most household were most probably asleep.heehe.

yeas.having training tml and gonna meet the girls straight after sch to go somewhere i think.heehe.we rawk man.sadly yan aka duck wont be joininh us.she has to prepare for her mt oral.speaking of which mine is this coming tuesday. i am so not prepared for it.too sudden.i cant speak fluently in the language. so hopeless in it.*sighs
i better go now.i have to submit my gp compre tml and prepare chem tutorial or there goes my lifeline so fast.

2006-05-30T00:24:00.000+08:00

haven been blogging for days.lets see..

fri 26 may

had pumpfest, a bouldering competition.i felt so nervous had to keep visiting the washroom.hahar.it was so scary and the girls and i were talking about crazy things while in the isolation area.harhar.discussing about this and that including things i've never talked about much before.wahaha.results..not too bad i think.i only managed to get 3 out of 4 bonus.didn't manage to complete any routes though.i was so sclose to the end tile for route 2.ah well.just have to keep imrpoving myself then.heehe.

sat
yes i finally got to collect my new pair of specs.heehe.i've turned my old pair into sunglasses.pretty cool actually.renegades trng was a killer at least for me.ahh.but i did improve.i manage to come out for centre pass.and defend and block my wd while i was playing wa.however it all changed when i became centre.totally lost.just playing catching it seems.my fitness isn't just there.well maybe im not cut out for this sport.or should i try and try until something happens.then again what if nothing happens.i mean my progress is very little.reminds me of the 'i not stupid too' movie when the girls didnt do well for chin but one of the teachers finally changed his method of encouragement.praising them and encouraging them to improve by another few more marks each time.im the girl who has made very little progress..sigh..

sun
went to watch the open finals men and women.it was awesome man.really cool.saw moves i didnt see before.it was really wonderful.heehe.took lots of photos and did some crafty art for the seniors.well i hope they wont find it to plain.heehe.it was fun.we had soo much fun.lots of crappy talking with my fellow teammates.heehe.*smiles

today..
i woke up so late coz was busy tying the ribbons late last night.had rock training today.pretty cool although i didnt finish climbing 6 times of high wall.kinda happy with my second climb up the 2nd lane.i never thought i could complete it in one shot.wahah.now to complete 4th n 5th lane.haven tried lane 3rd.most i did for it maybe would be the roof there but not from there onwards.heehe.now to catch some sleep and get ready for shopping tml.

i SOOOO cant wait for the KL trip.its gonna be FUN.having jiae as my buddy.ooo...havock.wahaha.cant wait.

2006-05-20T21:57:00.000+08:00

this song is just stuck in my head.
*breakaway

Grew up in a small town,And when the rain would fall down,I'd just stare out my window.Dreaming of what could be,And if I'd end up happy,I would pray.

Trying hard to reach out,But when I tried to speak out,Felt like no-one could hear me.Wanted to belong here,But something felt so wrong here.So I'd pray,I could break away.

I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly,I'll do what it takes till I touch the sky,And I'll make a wish, take a chance,Make a change, and break away.Out of the darkness and into the sun,But I won't forget all the ones that I love.I'll take a risk, take a chance,Make a change, and break away.

Wanna feel the warm breeze,Sleep under a palm tree,Feel the rush of the ocean,Get onboard a fast train,Travel on a jetplane,Faraway, and break away.

I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly,I'll do what it takes till I touch the sky,And I'll make a wish, take a chance,Make a change, and break away.Out of the darkness and into the sun,I won't forget all the ones that I love.I've gotta take a risk, take a chance,Make a change, and break away.

Buildings with a 100 floors,Swinging around revolving doors,Maybe I don't know where they'll take me.But I gotta keep moving on moving on,Fly away, break away.

I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly,Though its not easy to tell you goodbye.Gotta take a risk, take a chance,Make a change, and break away.Out of the darkness and into the sun,But I won't forget the place I come from. I've gotta take a risk, take a chance,Make a change, and break away.

Break away, break away

2006-05-19T22:14:00.000+08:00

wah..had mock bouldering competition.the second route was the hardest of all.i could only reach out for the bonus rock.so lousy.ah well.now its back to practicing those routes which i cant do.haiz.more practice for me.need to train better.made a silly mistake on my first climb too.i didnt hold on to the end tile with both hands so it wasn't counted.wasted.well at least now i learnt my mistake and i wont repeat it again.heehe. good job to all the climbers.including jazreel aka goose.u still made it through despite all your flappers.nice one girl.yan ling aka duck, please dont look down on yourself anymore.see you were good 3rd in tie with adeline.just keep improving.one step at a time.you can do it girl as shown today.keep going alright.jia you.

funny.i got real high after the de brief and all.started taking photos with my 'farm' and all the climbers.real fun.after which i had a sudden craving for climbing trees which i did in school.was climbing this tree when suddenly wj and jiae said mr sahmad and mr yazid that i quickly hurried down the tree.so fun.jiae tried it after me.we've gotten so high.it didnt stop even until the bubble tea shop,wj asked me to climb from this wall to a pillar via the shelter poles.that was impossible so i opted for the tree instead.which i did climb,could have gone higher if not for the seniors who ask me to come down as there was no mattress.harhar.it was really fun.the funniest thing was after i climbed the tree,my hands had the weird tree smell on them.when i let goose smell them, she thought it was delicious.oh man.its the first time i heard people saying that the weird tree smell smells nice.harhar.it was so hilarious.harhar.

piano was a killer.i haven been practising and i think i played real really badly.i couldnt even play my contrary properly.i so sucked at it.then again i have never liked playing scales.harhar.the pieces wasnt much better either.i so have to buck up in almost everything.urghh...god please help me.thanks.

2006-05-16T20:42:00.000+08:00

man.after pe,syida and i decided to do some footwork ands stuff.then we realised that coach trainings in the past was like hell and we are so unfit now.like totally!we did only a few sets of side movement and we were perspiring like mad.man.this might be awake up call that our fitness is very very very low!!

anyway after which we started talking about the past-coach trainings, life in sec sch, netball and stuff.well it seems we missed it alot.well i totally do.i mean yes im settling down in a new cca rockclimb which i totaly like but those days in the past are equally precious to me too.well now wan i'm watching the movie the sisterhood of the travelling pants, i missed it even more so.netball was my life then.those days when we met the shooters early in the morning when we arrived in school.how we hang out at the area where they were shooting.the trainings: the rough and tough times and also the fun times.it was really cool.the punishment we had to do if we did a bad pass or just didnt get the timing drill/courtwork done properly.harhar.oh well...here's a shout out to all my teammates and buddies in netball.i love you babes.no matter where you are, we'll also still be one as a team.yups.we must keep in contact with each other once in a while no matter how busy we are okies.well god bless you guys in whatever you do.lots of love..adora.

2006-05-15T21:53:00.000+08:00

i haven been blogging.well today there was sea sports carnival. it was so humourous.the dragon boating was very fun.i got all splashed and wet on one side.the front people were rowing slower than all the power boys at the back.harhar.but still we were secong in our heats.woo hoo.well done s05.plus we only had five or six dudes so this shows the babes in s05 rawks to the max too.yea.the boys doubles was so wasted.hendro and xavier relax ok.it doesn't matter.we'll still a team-class.they rowed so fast that they capsized towards the end.sadded but its alright.no harm done.the girls relay were funny.eliz and fish got stuck in the river so long that eventually they back pedaled back to shore.like doing a reverse packing lot kinda thing.funny.luckily syida and i managed to redeem ourselves by not coming in last.well actually it was second last but still.harhar.syida was laughing at the way i pedalled.she said it was so funny.well..what can i do.harhar.

the beautiful sunrise from my window.

urgh..its so hard to upload pics to the blog.hate it,so far only the above sunrise is a sucess.nvm.another time then.so frustrating.tried for five times or so.sheesh.hate it.why can't i just copy and paste them here.hmm.

2006-05-12T21:26:00.000+08:00

man.the past few days have been so busy.

wed.we had training.it was so fun man plus i did improve yet again.i managed to get that green horn and step up.so now it is all about finding a foothold for my right leg.urgh...hopefully i can reach that part soon enough.the bouldering part was tough.only hit no. 7 on avg its more on 5.sheesh.i so have to improve even faster for the comp.getting worried about it.its like i have never attended such comps before, scary.i have to work on my techniques.

fri. today there was renegades training in the morning at kallang.well things didn't go well. first i had a bump before we even started our ball work.was laughing and walking when i didn't see a bench in front of me and knocked into it. that caused a bump on my leg.besides that, i fell down during the game with tjnb.harhar.didn't really know exactly what happened but i rolled on the floor.harhar.clumsy me.so got bruise and scratches.some more addition to the collection of scars on my leg left from netball.heehe.

headed down to climb adventure.met stella there together with the tpj climbers.heehe.fun fun.did lots of climbing, bouldering and taking lots of candid pics.funny.really awesome.crap alot.trying new routes and stuff.can't wait to go back there again found a new route for me to work on.finally finish the easy 5c route.the feeling was awesome.harhar.yeah.now its back to do some gp quiz.oh man.i so dont have confidence in passing it.

2006-05-08T20:16:00.000+08:00

man i'm seriously down with cough!ate strepsils but it wasn't working instead after having two i coughed even worst than before and i am still coughing. seriously think either my antibodies is malfunctioning or my immune system is very low. i need more vita C!!

harhar.we followed jun all the way to the police station in pasir ris to siglap to collect back her wallet. anne,steffi and i thought she was being blackmailed by the lady who found her wallet. man i feel sorry for her. she lost all her cash and it was a huge amount of money. at least she got her wallet and her cards back although a person used up her cashcard as well till there is only like nineteen bucks left.evil person. take the cash not enough take the coins, not enough must use the cashcard amount too. well i hope that person will repent and be guilty about it.
all in all, we had fun. we bought so many food on the way to siglap and munch on the bus like we were preparing for a fight like that.harhar.like having a picnic. after jun got her wallet we bought some snacks at mac then back to the supermarket and got more stuff. some sudden craze over nestle yoghurt drink and preztels.harhar.but it was nice. got more n more chips too.

as if that was not enough we headed down to kfc and ate again harhar.we are such pigs.harhar. but it was fun. never that crazy and for once all seven of us were together.harhar.so we had lots of pics.wee..what a great day.

grr but it has to end off with a night full of chin hw to complete!!! i so hate chin so its all the accumulated amt of chin hw has to be due tml. PLUS a freakin econs test to study and pw to do. gosh...save me.

2006-05-06T23:53:00.000+08:00

today was so cool except this morning. well the bad news was wf had a bad fall during rene training. she slipped and landed on her head which caused a huge bump. i accompanied her to the doc and the doc was surprised that wf didn't suffer blackout or giddy after the fall. this shows wf is strong! woo.. go girl. must continue to be strong ok.love ya. must be very thankful to god for protecting her man.thanks lord.

the dragonboat practise today for the carnival was very,extremely fun thou. it was like woo. we ended up practising for 4 hours.so fun.played in the sea,shouted/ greeted to other boaters and just had a splashing fun time in the boat. the wettest award went to daniel. he was totally soaked.hehee.the driest went to izhar as he was our main sterner.harhar. i did tried being a sterner.it was fun and thrilling. but it required much more effort to stern while the rowers were rowing. tough. harhar. needs lots of strength.harhar.

after which we went to eat at billy bombers. we were doing lots of funny stunts.liked tickling the guys n their legs.their reaction was humourous.harhar.eliz took some gay pics of them too. it was funny.really had a great day. now its back to some researching for pw and doing all the gp vocab.urgh..so much work to do yet i haven started.poor time management.heehe.

2006-05-05T22:08:00.000+08:00

had sports meet today.well it went pretty cool. i was one of the position judges together with jiae,santono, yantho, sadhil, benji, ryan and jia hao. harhar. all climbers heehe. hawk came in first place.well done peeps. so gonna need to start trng and get some of those medals next year. so miss the time in prc during x country prize presentation. first top ten mostly netballers. yea man we rawk!!i miss those times.

went to buy our rc shoes after the meet too. wow. the shopkeepers mood were so much better today than on the previous visit, last saturday. Th guys were so much more friendlier and patient. got a shoe and the pink cheongsam chalk bag. its was nice and i love both of them. its my precious. harhar.

we proceeded down to climb adventure. got lost on our arrival at tanjong pagar. we mistook keppel tower for capital tower. however on the way to the wrong building, capital tower, we pass by the mediacorp star xiang yun. didnt notice her until santono told me. harhar. he wanted to take a pic with her. harhar. anyway met one of the climber teacher on our way to keppel tower so we just followed him.
man the building was awesome.totally cool. srj climbers were there too. so cool coz i realise not only was stella there but so were bao zhen and adriel. saw steph fren there too. heehe.so glad to see bao zhen oh not forgettin i saw dao ran too. the walls were easier if u did rainbow. but when i tried one of the routes i just couldn't complete it without using any illegal rock.urgh... i need to improve on my techniques esp stepping up.so wanna go back there again. can't wait to boulder on mon. anyway i am still pondering if i should join the novice bouldering competition too. i want to join but im scared i wouldn't be able to do it.

but at least im encourage by this phrase from the movie cutting edge 2. there was this part when alex was scared of going out to do this new move during the winter olympics but jackie's dad encouraged him by saying " to win, you have to be willing to fail." and he also told him " if you don't try, you already are a loser" so i guess i will join the competition. i may be weak or not good enough but i will give it a shot. i have to be willing to fail if i want to improve right. heehe. can't wait to improve myself.

2006-05-04T21:34:00.000+08:00

i hope this blog will work out alright.i still need to add in the tag. man i'm down with flu.it started of with a bad sore throat then an itchy throat to coughing and now running and block nose. well, everyone falls sick once in a while i guess.

yesterday, we wen to the supreme court for learning journey. man it was super cool. we got to step into the court rooms, seat on the council chairs and witness stand. it was simply so thrilling. izhar and hendro were at the witness stand and there was one part they acted as witness did the swearing and all. very cool. the system is so high tech now. its wireless in the courtroom and there is lcd tvs for the public to look at the evidence too. super nice. a pity we couldnt take any pics of it.harhar. not even outside the building. haiz.
anyway after that we went to suntec and had pizzahut.the place was playing all the vintage and soul songs. pretty cool as we were like singing along with it.harhar.it was fun. we were like playing with dan and eveline and yao. teasing the three of them.harhar.

yea. gonna get climbing shoes tml.cant wait to see what types there are. besides i am still considering whether i should get a chalk bag and if so what kind? i like the cheongsam one but im scared the thread will get thinner and thinner after long usuage.but its so pretty. one more month and im off to my climbing trip. how cool is that. i cant wait for that either.heehe.
needd to do some pt first but im so lazy.urgh...haven been running for weeks.feel fat.yup yup

2006-04-08T19:29:00.000+08:00

Its been days since i lasted posted. Oh man, nationals cross country is so near!! I'll probably be the last in line to come and disgrace not only the school but myself too. I haven been running and just can't seem to be able to get back my fitness. I really do want my fitness back asap. I want to be better than before. That means faster and with more stamina too. Fast enough to do very speedy sprints and enough stamina to last me through out the whole 4 quarters.
I didnt go out with the trackers to turf city as i was very tired and my dad sought of didnt want me to go either. He was the one to wake me up instead of my alarm clock.Harhar. ooh. He was bright and early today.So instead i slept for a while more. Got up and went to practise my piano before deciding to go down for a swim. Man, i miss the pool. The water was so nice and cooling, it was so refreshing. Did laps started with 1 by 1 than slowly progress to 2 then 3 then 4. Increase it bit by bit since its been a long time since i have swam. So nice to go slow and just relax ur muscles in the pool. I didnt feel like leaving it but i had to as i had some things to attend to. Man. If only i stayed in a condo. It will be WOWW!!! i have the gym, pool everything i need to destress and exercise. Harhar. The only thing left out is a track. Maybe one day Condos should look into it. Built a track around the tennis courts n playground or something. Harhar. Bet lots of sports fanatic people will buy those units in the condo. Hehe.
Went for renegades later.It started to rain initially but thank GOd it stopped. It was qin yi birthday today too. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO HER TOO!!!! I played centre. The first quarter or game we played with tj went pretty well. I was actually quite amaze i mention to do relatively better than my normal. It felt so good man. Never experience that before though i played the game so many times. Maybe i did feel it before but this is like a refreshing thrill man. Harhar. However, after that quarter everything started to go down hill. I didnt play that well subsequently. Butduring a game with cj, coach asked me to worked on my sprints and i did. I must say when i realli sprinted, i felt so good too. Like its not that tiring or that
impossible. Harhar. But i have to increase the speed more and my stamina too coz half way thru i was tired. HEEHEE. GETTING fatter and unfit. URGH!!! i want to be fast and speedy. SHeesh. I have to work on my footwork and ball catching too.
I so didnt like the teacher frm that netball team. She was way too straightforward i find. She just told me in the face im not cut out for rock climb cause i have a big butt. Ok maybe it might be true, but i haven even fully started my climbing trainings how can you just say me like that.So discouraging man. She wants me to join netball but she doesn't need me now so she says join next year. I guess thats because they need players next year. So ......! Well i dont think im gonna join, just stick to the club netball thats it for me. Harhar.
I'm gonna prove her wrong, i will do well for climbing and increase my speed and stamina for my runs. I will ACHIEVE my GOALS!! i will and i must..No one is gonna tear me down! MAY GOD ALWAYS BE WITH AND BLESS ME!!

2006-03-23T19:24:00.000+08:00

Man i had no idea giving tuition was so tiring. I felt uncomfortable when i was tutoring him today.It just felt super weird. I felt like he was purposely acting like he didn't know how to do the sums and even how to do simple maths calculations like eg -7+11=?. he got to be kidding right if not he wouldn't have even pass his psle. Come on man, he is gonna take the O's this year and he wants to get an A.Not that i doubt him but if he wants that distinction he should have no how to do those calculations without pondering so long and looking troubled right. After teachong him the addition rule and i ask him to do some exercises, he forgot it. I have to go through very patiently the rule all over again. The way he looks at me makes me feel quite uncomfortable. The place we sat had lots of students passing by too. I felt abit embarrassed seriously. My senior saw me too k. I felt so bad. He doesn't even know how to do his homework or rather he doesn't do it at all.Man.. what should i do. He keeps saying he cant do it and i have to go through almost each exercise with him. When i ask him to do it by himself, he says he can't and that i'm giving him stress. I'm like huh? Then what should i do, i explain at all and you dont try at all? That is not going to help at all.He has to practice that is the only way he can improve. He needs to change his attitude in studying too. I'm just wondering if he was bluffing me that he cannot do those simple maths qn as well as addition and subtraction too.He paid me for 2 lessons already. So i have to cont'd tutoring him.This time i am so gonna change the venue so i won't feel so embarrassed again.

I kinda have an idea for pw. I think i am going to be do with old folks as Singapore is growing towards an aging population. Probably about more facilities and medical help for them.Eliza is still pondering if she should continue with her search for outer space planet for life. J and yaoy still remains undecided. Well, i hope we will all do well for this subject.

Gp lecturer was going through the lecture like a bullet train.So fast, she seems so exhausted at the end of it. She was speeding through her way we had difficulty understanding and grapsing the lecture. She went through the twentith century era, the wars and all. So much has change since then.

I have been slected to the x country team too. However, i think i will end up last as i'm their fifth runner. Plus its open to the whole country so i guess jd will be there too and i will never be able to overtake her at all. Probably lag behind her and the rest for maybe 4 min or so. Harhar.Must train harder man. Gotta be prepared for it. Hehee.

2006-03-20T21:49:00.000+08:00

Man i feel so guilty. I didn't go running with the long distance trackers. They went to turf city to run the girls route some more. I feel so bad like i miss out the training. What if i slacken from my timing, what if my fitness drops then how? Oh no...How will i then compete, probably end up humilating myself. That will be so embarrassing. I so have to buck up man.
However , the rest of the trackers went for gym today. It was quite fun. I did those for your calves and hamstring. The hamstring was so tiring. No wonder i can't jumo so high, cause my hamstring is so weak!! Man, I'm so gonna try to train and build up my hamstring muscles so i can jump higher and maybe run even faster. That will be so good! harhar. Hopefully matt can help me with it or i will have to find someone to help me. x country trials is on wed, hopefully i can improve on my timing. Besides i have also finally gotten the orientation form for db. Harhar.can't wait. Hope it will be fun.
tata..

2006-03-19T13:34:00.000+08:00

Oops.I woke up late this morning. Mum wanted to drag me out of bed this morning at 8.15 in the morning for clubtime but then i told her they were going for bowling. So after that i headed straight for snoozy land again and never woke up until ten in the morning. Too late to get change and head down for service. I'm a naughty girl.

Anyway i did something bad today.I kinda feel guilty about it but i promise it will only be just this one. I wasted dad's fifty plus bucks man. I feel so bad.What i did was to hang out at some theme park which i should not have done but because all my girlfriends were gathering together and it was postpone frm last week because of me so i didn't want to reject them again. But it was quite fun though. There was this ride which qx kept screaming, she was so scared.Harhar. As i sat next to her i kept on laughing. I couldn't help it. Her expressions were so humourous.harhar. After having lots of fun we went to dine at mos burger.Gosh joyce was so sick; weak. She couldn't even lift this small apple pie and hold it for a while properly.
She really looks abit pale to me; weak and sick. So she went back straight after that so did i. Poor girl and she still has to umpire 4 games tomorrow at kallang. I pray she gets well soon man.

Talking about praying brings me to my walk with God.. Well i think its slipping. The worship minstry has asked me to join the team. Though it was my wish before but now i don't think i am ready for it. My walk with him these past few months haven been close and on the right track. So i think i can't accept the offer now as it would not do mr any good if i don't play the music deep down from my heart withfull faith in Him.I really have no idea what to do. sheesh. I'm scared if i miss this oppturnity it might take another few years for me to be given the chance again. In a dilema...

2006-03-18T11:24:00.000+08:00

Adjusting to a new school and environment is pretty cool. You get to meet new people make new friends but on the other hand you will always miss those friends which you made nack in your previous school.I miss then badly.
So here is one for my dear friends in 06S301: Heyo guys! I miss you all so much. All the fun times that we had together during those days will never be forgotten.. Though we may not be in the same college and class anymore but i'm sure we will still be able to find time or make time to hang out like we used to. Thanks babes and dudes for the laughter and joy that i had! *love acxh*

Anyway i finally manage to find time to head over to ikea.. The place was totally packed and filled with pretty cool and beautiful things. I went there with the intention to get a standing full-length mirror. However, i didn't manage to get one. Those that ikea had were mostly wall mounted mirrors which i didn't like. *sigh* have to look at another store to find it then.I did manage to get some other cute things like those sweet smelling scented candles. I bought three different scents. One is watermelon, another is strawberry and the last is nice smoothing lavender.I love candles!! They light up the atmosphere and your moods, making you feel so calm and nice altogether. HOORAYS for candles!! Got wacky boxes and this hot pink chair too. Love it man. Harhar.Dont you like fixing things yourself from those d.i.y stores.Its so fun.Harhar. Playing with the screws and bolts etc.harhar.